| well i am only a kid so i probably don't have any experience with love but i have been in love before thus i can give info on what i can what i have experienced and went thru if no1 even reads this it in a way helps me get emotions out i guess
What is love? hmm it's probably the best feeling in the world emotionally. how do you know you are in love? ahh you will know you might think you are in love maybe a few times but you will know when you in deep love with a person. when need to see the person all the time and think of that person constantly. and if you cry for a person when they are sitting right next to you because you know your not going to see them i guess that is love (thats what happened to me well maybe i am just a pussy). but love is such a wonderful thing to be in and you should cherish every bit of it and enjoy it as much of it as you can. you will feel like nothing else matters but you and your love and will feel superiour to all or just plain out feel great. the little things that happen are awesome and so are the big things and u will have to decide on what the big or little things are... but i have been in love and i felt so happy and living in a dream that came true but then i guess i had to wake up becuase things went to fast and then the crushing blow to the heart as it shatters that is probably one of the most worst feelings emotionally. your first love will be awesome and your first heart break will be terrible but if you were friends before you both fell in love no matter how hurt you are you should stay their friend (well i did) and because you were friends before lovers but somewhere in your heart there is always some hope that it could happen again. and thru the weeks or months of depression it will seem like all they play in stores and the radio are fucking love songs so that doesn't really help i don't know how to not feel all sad and lonely it will wear off maybe or sumthing will happen. and you might try to get your love back and fight to get the passion you once have back but you might not. but your first love will always have a special place in your heart. my first love has a specail place in my heart and i love her to death. be careful love is a powerful thing it can cause greatness but it can also have an oppisite affect on it.
i hope this helped if not it kinda made me feel better.
i might have some other entries that have to do with love or something or a poem of some what but love is so wonderful and should be cherished
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| wow i haven't updated in forever well wen i do update it will be for poems or poetic ways of putting my words or my experinces or wrong-doings that i have been in with love the goods and the bads and hopefully i can help some1 who reads my shit to not go thru wat i have gone thru or w/e it will most likely be bout love so yea all of a sudden yea i had a great feeling of lonelyness and looked for my old poems but i couldn't find them witch sux major ass but i will add another entry wen i wanna or sumthing nothing poetic like is coming to mind so i will shut up for now but i will prob be back love is powerful and awesome if used well |
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| yea i got some friends at terry parker it's ok and all there are some great laughs and there are fights but i still miss my friends from dc alot and yea i guess right now i just need some loving and to be cared by someone and i guess i am looking for love i will prob be better tommorrow but inno right now i don't feel all that great and this usually helps and it is. love is a terrible thing to waste if your in love enjoy every fucking minute of it and if your happy stay that fucking way. pay attention to the good things that you have and forget the bad things i know it's not that easy trust me it's hard but try and be happy
write some other time
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| well high skool is a drag i miss all my friends and stuff i have some new friends but it's not the same there is so much negitiveity here and i really wanna go to paxon but inno if i would make it there there is alot of work and stuff but ppl know me for me there and stuff and won't mess with me and shit so yea i will update some day and it's not like ppl have the time to comment anymore but i love you guys and i miss yall
jacob |
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| i really wanted to go to dinah's play i went to go see my grandmother for her birthday it was fun i was bored alot but i really wanted to go and i here how everyone had so much fun and how dinah did i missed that really sux but at least everyone else is happy i will get over myself i guess i am selfish cuz that was dinah's nite and she deserved the spotlight literally well i really wish i could have made it but i didn't i miss my friends kids at skool keep messing with me calling me a jesus killer and stupid jew and i am sick and tired of it i am soft and i am getrting hit by rocks i miss my friends i feel sad cuz i miss them then i ppl mess with me now i missed dinah's play and to c everyone and shit fuck i love everyone and whatever anybody does don't forget me thats worse than death being forgotton by my friends and loved ones i love yall and i will update sumother time.
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